I can totally understand how frustrated you are because things haven't gone to plan, but when starting a business you should always have a plan B (C and D)! Ideally you should have put on your grant application (subject to availability) and then a plan B.
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Savings covered the cost of everything else. So even if I didn't get the grant I would have been able to start my business. The grant covers only the shellac and vinylux.
Anyways love shellac is on the website, still checking every 15 mins for the vinylux package