ah dear god us yo yo dieters/over eaters why do we do it to ourselves?
i must have under a stone on and im gutted
my clothes are busting off me the weight is really showing
and i cant bear to look in mirrors as i end up checkin to see how visible it us
feks sake
feel awful thought i was past all this have new years eve to get through then im starting diet
wanna try and lose it as quick as possible as cant bear the feeling
any one else in the fat house horrors?
ok so thats where i was a month ago feelin horrendous like a big beast
so since ive lost 10 pounds yeaa
i started first 3 days on slimfast to kill my appetite then moved on to healthy 3 meals a day eating really cleaned
i listened to paul mckennas gastric band hypnosis and it helped me enormously
i now eat only at the table, chew really slowly and put my cutlery down between bites
i never have tv/laptop magazines etc ie any distractions when im eating
just focus on the food
i long for healthy filling food
i started exercise with walking then moved on to davina
i now exercise every day varying between kickboxing and body pump and on a sunday interval running/walking
ive pulled in all over and my size 12s fit me
i feel amazing really pumped up and focused and on track
i feel good about myself
i found that drinking a coffee before exercise gives me the whoosh of energy i need for exercising after puttin in a long day at the salon
i feel like ive made healthy eating and exercise a normal part of my routine
ive focused and have booked myself a photo shoot for end april/beginning of may as a celebration of reaching my target
i intend to lose anothe 1 stone 9 pounds over the next few months leading up to the shoot
overall ive lost 5 stone 4 1/2 pounds
thankyou girls for your lovely words of encouragement back on the 2nd jan when i felt so bad
it reassured me and motivated me
ill be poppin in over next few months posting progress
but intend in next few days to stop weighin myself every day as i realise its not healthy and possibly demotivating/ making me obsessed
ill reassure myself with the fact that the science tells me if i eat healthy and exercise i will get smaller ill use the mirror and my clothes as a guide and try weighing just twice a week
so thats me how is everyone else doing?